My Prayer…

……Lord, I have to have peace in my heart and my head and my life and a solid foundation that I know will be there for the balance of the time you leave me here..I don’t like the way it is… I’ve been saying God all I know is that I don’t know…I keep on trying to do it right and it keeps being wrong..I keep reading your word Lord and I find peace there in your word….. I go to Church and hear it preached by men that are working for you God and they tell me that your able to make it right but it’s not ……truthful men are called liars now God and liars and thieves are held  up as heros and people are fighting wars over who is right about what they believe and who owns what and who has a right to do what…..we change our minds to change our lives and we change or lives to change our minds…… People think there is power in what we accumulate and that more is better and that less is for those who don’t deserve more……..people who are close to you turn their backs on you and people believe the worst of each other…….and we don’t help each other anymore …we all care Lord but we care less and less about others and more about us….. We aren’t interested in our neighbors plight anymore because we are to busy in our own…it’s wrong to do right and right to do wrong …. I don’t like it and I want to see it change God and I can’t even change me…….I surrender ……. I absolutely surrender ……. I won’t spend another day calling anything mine because it’s
not ….. I’ve tried to make it right and I can’t ….. It’s bigger than I am Lord…nothing is mine…… I know it. So today right now I am giving it all to you…….help me let you keep it please make my heart honest with me and you about it all. It’s yours God. It’s yours…..